BELIEF - DISMANTLING CONSENSUS REALITY TO AWAKEN THE BEAUTY WAY.
YOU WILL PERCEIVE WHAT YOU BELIEVE
We all know this inherently, but then life happens, society happens, school and university indoctrination happens, and the narratives of our cultural environments are drilled into our very being taking hold like a mycelium network growing under our skin constantly feeding us a collective story and so we unconsciously mould our beliefs around that story.
In the Western belief narrative, it is a patriarchal story, one of kill or be killed, survival of the fittest, no pain - no gain, a story where the feminine is vilified, disempowered and downright dirty unless she is a “virginal” (and I use this term incorrectly as it, in fact, means free woman) maiden waiting upon rescue from a gallant knight. This has lead further to women believing they must either adopt the character of the wounded masculine aggressor or the wounded feminine maiden awaiting rescue as the true role of the Feminine in society has become so corrupted and crippled when viewed through the patriarchal lens.
The belief instilled in the West is that we are pitted against nature and thus against ourselves. The belief is that we are separate from God and the Divine, we are somehow unholy creatures cast out of the Garden (the fault of a woman, of course) - But this narrative has a much deeper meaning than being merely physically sexist, the deeper underlying belief it creates is that if we are not an aggressor constantly fighting against the world around us in order to stake our claim, then something will be taken from us.
It creates the belief that the natural world, including beings such as microbes, bacteria and viruses, are actively out to get us. This belief is then used to turn a profit because it ticks our fear-based belief boxes.
We believe what we are told/taught and not what we actually personally experience, which of course then influences and dictates the parameters of our personal experience. This has become mind-boggling to me, the more I have dismantled my beliefs and rely solely on my deeper experience, I no longer believe what I’m told, I believe only what I experience, through depth and authenticity.
This practice of constantly dismantling beliefs is a keystone of all Shamanic systems - we are constantly challenged to review what we believe so that our perception never becomes stagnant and because the Shaman understands that we Dream our world into being and therefore are fully responsible for our own and the collective experience.
I encourage you to do the same, challenge your beliefs!
THE PATTERN IS THE MAP
In order to dismantle and investigate our beliefs, we must first understand what they are, I know you think you know what you believe, but I promise you, you don’t, none of us truly understand the depths of our programming and how fundamentally it influences our experience.
But we can begin to uncover what this programming is by investigating and creating a map of our patterns and then overlaying those with our familial patterns, then with our cultural patterns and so on. Very quickly, you will see a story begin to emerge, this story is called Consensus Reality. It is the version of reality that a collective of people prescribe to or “believe in” the power of their collective belief informs their experience, and because many people are experiencing this consensus reality at once, it seems to those who are vested in it to be real.
The truth, however, is that it is only a version of reality, one that is being collectively dreamt into being by the beliefs of a collection of individuals and because all of these individuals are experiencing relatively the same dream, no one sees any need or reason to question its validity.
The weight of these collective dreams can be crushing, especially in our modern social construct when so much of our perceived reality is based on billions of people believing what their TV set tells them. Never before in history has the beliefs and agendas of so few influenced the reality of so many. We live in an age where we are very willing to over-ride our personal experience and knowledge to conform with a fear-based collective narrative, in fact, in this current construct, you will be shamed outright if you do not override all logic and sense to drop into this fear-based consensus reality.
This is why it has never before been so important for each of us to investigate and dismantle our beliefs - The Q’ero Shaman know this, they came down from the mountains to bring a message of warning and hope to the Western world, to teach us that we are dreaming the wrong world into being through our collective beliefs, it is up to us to dismantle this dream and create a new one, each of us who awakens to our personal roll in the construct and commits to healing our wounds and dreaming a new way, is birthing a New Earth in Ayni (reciprocity) with nature and Pachamama - The Beauty Way.
I know it may seem overwhelming when you look at it from a belief of separation and fear, but when you flip that and work inside out, you realise that all you really have to do is focus on healing and awakening yourself, and that will ripple out and help others to do the same.
As Within So Without!
Look for your patterns and create your new map.
To begin to dismantle and free ourselves from the consensus reality of our individual and collective beliefs, we must practice the art of Discernment.
This requires us to look at every aspect of our lives, at everything we consume, our thoughts and the stories we tell ourselves and ask these questions:
How does this serve me?
How does this serve my community?
How does this serve the whole? (i.e. nature, the collective etc.)
When we begin to run our beliefs through these simple gateways, they often shatter as they are not of service or in Ayni (reciprocity) with either our personal or the greater good.
When we practice Discernment, we can’t help but become aware that the Western patriarchal view instilled by the narrative of our expulsion as humans from the Garden, which installed the narrative programming that the natural world is an adversarial environment, has led to a consistent program of environmental destruction; not only of our planet but of our physical and energetic bodies as well, through the unnatural foods we consume, environments we live in, the way we work and educate, the unnatural “beauty” standards we aspire to and attempt to contort our bodies into, right through to the unnatural nuclear family structures that isolate us from our community and places mothers, especially, in an impossible role.
As we practice the art of Discernment we are able to take personal responsibility for our beliefs, to access our sovereignty in understanding that the patriarchal programming is not, in fact, a universal law, but rather just a system of beliefs that at its core does not support the principles of Life, as we see this more and more clearly these programmes begin to dissolve, as the cracks appear and we reconnect with the sacred knowledge of the ancients a whole new story of humanity emerges.
We become seekers as opposed to followers.
I encourage you deeply to challenge your beliefs, map your patterns and apply the principles of Discernment in your life - Become the Seeker and shift your reality from within. It is not only our right, but also our responsibility to Dream our world into being and to ensure that Dream is the re-awakening of the Beauty Way.
Isa Ka Ra
So what is a Shaman anyway & why do we need them in a modern world?
When people ask me what I do for a living, I naturally feel a little like changing the subject because the answer to that question is "I am a Shamanic Energy Medicine practitioner and Initiated Mesa carrying Shaman" (try saying that 5 times fast)….. Yes, what I "do" is a whole sentence that generally leaves people bewildered, perplexed and intrigued. And since we've recently moved to a new area and are meeting new people almost daily, it is something I spend a lot of time explaining, or at least trying to.
So I've decided to write this to help us all remember who the Shamans are and the role that people like us play in communities:
The Shaman can be found in every ancient culture and creed of this planet. They may be given different names or descriptors, but fundamentally, all serve the same basic tenants and work with the same principles - because these principles are universal and not based on dogma. The Shaman's work is to make their home between the visible and invisible worlds, the worlds of energy and matter, witnessing the spaces between the material and the sacred to keep an active and open dialogue with the unseen realms. The Shaman understands that the invisible world informs, influences, and manifests the workings of our physical world.
Unfortunately, in our Western narrative, we have forgotten this very important and basic truth. We subscribe to a consensus reality that tells us that the invisible doesn't even exist - we go as far as the microscopic world and no further. Only believing that which can be seen.
The Shaman, however, strives to understand that the visible/material world is merely 1% and seeks to become a Master at journeying between these realms, recovering information from the invisible/Spirit realms in order to more deeply understand and influence what is manifested in the visible/material realm.
The Shaman strives to heal things before they manifest in time, to mend things before they need repairing. The Shaman sets and installs the vision in the invisible world to create an outcome for the highest good before it manifests in the physical world.
We all understand that there is a deep divide between Western Mythology and the beliefs and mythologies of ancient cultures of the Earth people's. They often stand in direct opposition to each other. Personally, the Western beliefs never resonated with me because I was born with the ability to move between worlds and see things that move through the world of Spirit and that of matter effortlessly. Having this ability, the beliefs of the Western world always felt a little funky to me. Although I really did try to get on board with it all for the longest time.
Fundamentally we must understand that our Mythology informs our reality and influences our worldview. What we believe is what we perceive, whether or not we are conscious of that. The work of the Shaman is to always be conscious of that. When we become conscious of that, this reality, however it may manifest for you, is simply a myth you haven't seen through yet.
In most of our cultures, we exist in the Mythology of the Patriarchal, masculine. In contrast, most ancient and Earth peoples mythology is Feminine, which is not based on separation but is rather participatory and interactive. The Shaman is deeply informed by this more ancient Mythology, focusing on the whole instead of the sum of its visible parts. Therefore, the Shaman's medicine is fundamentally informed by the Feminine principles and mythologies as opposed to Western allopathic medicine, which is informed by patriarchal mythology.
As a Shaman, I don't work with diagnoses; I work with healing because, from the perspective of the Shaman, all dis-ease is simply a disturbance in our luminous energy field. An imprint or wound carried and informed by our personal trauma, ancestral trauma, collective trauma, or perhaps even experiences carried from our past lives. The Shaman never diagnoses, and we never believe a diagnosis because you are not a dis-ease or a diagnosis; a dis-ease is merely an energetic state that has manifested into the material world. If we can clear the energetic state and the belief connected to it, then we clear the dis-ease.
From a Shamanic perspective, Western medicine is simply a science of diagnosis, placing labels on things and categorising them with assigned symptoms. Creating thousands of different ways to be sick and thousands more to be "discovered" every year - you can even put your name on one if you discover a new way to be sick. This whole system of diagnosis and categorisation is, unfortunately, not very effective in terms of healing. Because fundamentally, Western medicine seeks by its nature simply to define and describe but not to heal.
Shamanic medicine, all energy medicine, for that matter, does not seek to diagnose its only aim is to heal. It does not describe it intervenes. The Shaman seeks to move into the unseen/Spirit realm on your behalf to negotiate with the aspects of your being manifesting dis-ease and bring them back into alignment and health or what we term as Ayni. To reassemble your energy field so that you manifest a state of health as opposed to a diagnosis.
To understand how we got here in our society and manifested this consensus reality, we need to look at one of the most fundamental myths informing Western mythology; and this applies to you whether or not you subscribe to any of the religions in which this myth is portrayed because it forms the underpinning foundation for our patriarchal social construct - The Garden of Eden, the only mythology on Earth where the masculine gives birth to the feminine. Through this, so much of our belief is shifted into an unnatural attachment to the masculine patriarchal structures. The feminine and the natural world is portrayed and seen as dangerous, manipulative and even predatory. This mythology has made us believe that we are separate from nature, so we've lost our ability to dialogue with the natural world. We were cast out of the Garden, making our home, this magnificent life-giving feminine realm, into a dangerous and predatory place. This belief also assigns a hierarchy of life so that we may further integrate and absorb these embedded narratives of separation and materialism.
The Shaman, however, still lives in an animate/animistic Feminine world where everything's alive. The rivers, the trees, the stones all speak to the Shaman. The Shamanic perception of the world is not that it is inherently unsafe or predatory. In this world, evil only exists in the hearts of men and women who invite and make a home for it within their own hearts.
The Shaman believes and lives in a benign/benevolent universe that will go out of its way to intervene on your behalf, understanding that the universe only turns predatory when you're not in proper relation to it. The Shaman understands that there's no difference between being killed by a microbe or a Jaguar and that neither bore any ill will towards you.
We must be in right-relation with both microbe and Jaguar; otherwise, both will see us as lunch. When in right-relation, neither one enters into a predatory relationship with us.
The way of the Shaman is to come into right-relation with ourselves and with all of life. So that the body's natural healing system can keep us in proper balance with the environment. So that we don't begin to perceive our environment as predatory, and therefore it doesn't become so.
This again informs and highlights the difference between Western medicine and Shamanic medicine. Western medicine is constantly vigilant and on guard. The narrative of the best defence is a good offence. Always anchored in the battle against - the patriarchal war for peace principle.
The feminine principles of the Shaman run contrary to this as they seek healing and transformation and a participating role in the Alchemy of evolution. We are never in a fight against because the Shaman understands that making war on anything will only bring you more of what you're fighting. Where attention goes, energy flows.
Western mythology tells us that on the seventh day, creation was complete, so God rested. Science takes this myth and expands on it by stating- "On the seventh nanosecond after the Big Bang, all the laws of physics and the universe were created now all that was left was discovering and naming these laws - in order to eventually come up with some form of Unified Field Theory." Once again, classify, diagnose, label and be done.
The ancient and Earth people's mythology says we don't inherit a world that's complete, but rather that we have both the ability and personal responsibility to continue Dreaming the World Into Being. Being informed by this belief, the Shaman knows, even the laws of physics are transforming and evolving because creation is never complete.
So we seek to come deeply into the understanding that MYTHOLOGY INFORMS REALITY and our Western mythology predisposes us to a hostile relationship with the feminine. To one that has kept the feminine disempowered, victimised, relegated to the minor and insignificant tasks and roles in the social construct. This belief system impedes us from ever fully stepping into our creative sovereign selves and thus prevents us from stepping into the Beauty Way / The Medicine Way; breaking free from these Western mythologies is essential that we break free from suffering and separation.
In the West, we learn that Spirit does not inhabit matter. We learn the principles of separation that matter is devoid of Spirit. Even the word matter stems from the root word mater meaning mother. Because of our separation and mythology towards the Feminine, we learn that the ways of the mother are not the ways of Spirit. But this is a construct designed to create a deep identification with the beliefs and mythologies of the Western patriarchy, who have forgotten how to speak with the stones and listen to the voice of the wind. This mythology has forgotten how to Dream the word into being - it is the work of the Shaman in every society and every community to be the memory of this ability and to remind those that have forgotten that they too Dream and speak their worlds into being.
I hope that you have found this informative and that it may have answered some of your questions - if it has left you with more please connect with me and ask away or book a session if you feel ready to begin to Heal.
Alchemy Shamanic Medicine, as with all Shamanic practices is centred around calling balance back into all facets of life. To call all aspects of our being back into right-relation.
However, before we can effectively answer this question, we have to address Western society's misconceptions and beliefs around the concepts of both "Healing" and "Medicine". Through a committed campaign stretching back several centuries these concepts, in fact, all of our western beliefs around health have been thoroughly co-opted by the pharmaceutical and allopathic industry. The co-opted narrative is one that is built on the foundation of illness. The belief that wellness and health are held in the hands of the medical-industrial complex and pharmaceutical industry. In this deeply ingrained belief, doctors and drugs, equal healing - health is not a perpetual state of being but rather a by-product produced by consuming the correct pharmaceutical or seeing the correct specialist doctor who will diagnose you with the correct illness to access the correct drug. Unfortunately, this system is underpinned by income generation, the more sick people are the more return customers. You don't go back to your doctor when you are well. You only go back when you are ill, so keeping you perpetually unhealthy is the only way for a doctor or the pharmaceutical / allopathic industry to stay in business. This is all good and well, as long as you understand that the "Health System" and "Health" or "Healing" have nothing to do with each other and an obvious distinction needs to be made between them. As a society, we need to rewrite what we understand the words "Health", "Healing" and "Medicine" to mean. To be clear, allopathic medicine has its place, if you break a leg or your appendix bursts, don't come running to me to fix it! Go to the hospital. But afterwards, you can come to your Shaman to help you understand what vibrational states and beliefs you held to create the conditions that called in the broken leg or angry appendix.
When we look at the concepts of "Healing" and "Medicine" from a Shamanic perspective they are not connected to fighting against or eliminating illness but rather to creating the optimal conditions for health and wellness. This means that "Health", "Healing", "Wellness" & "Medicine" are conditions of enhancement and advancement, they are the results of a balanced internal state and not an opposite to illness. We move away from the concept of opposition and into the realms of unification, expansion and balance—more life on a macrocosmic scale, not control over a microcosm. The Shaman knows that health is an inside job. When the organism is in opposition to its environment, then the environment will do what it must to bring the organism back into homeostasis - or balance. For example, our bodies are largely made up of bacteria and viruses, we need them to live, and they need us to be a suitable and healthy host or home for them to thrive in. When we become toxic to our colonies of viruses and bacteria, they cause the body to go into a detox so that they can bring us back into homeostasis and have a functioning home to live in. This detox is diagnosed by western medicine as being sick. "The virus/bacteria has made you sick" says the doctor. The Shaman says, you stepped out of a state of health, and your internal ecosystem was disrupted and endangered. Hence, it created the conditions for detoxification so that you could come back into alignment and health. These detoxes usually include fevers, coughing and expelling of phlegm and mucus, nausea or diarrhoea. Your body has to expel the toxins and bring you out of an acidic state and back to an alkaline internal environment. If the more favourable alkaline environment cannot be maintained longterm and you continuously slip back into acidic states of being, the body runs the risk of forming tumours and cancers.
Our internal environment is disrupted by our mental and emotional states. When we are continuously in states of fear and stress, and our nervous system is on high alert/fight or flight mode, our bodies become acidic. This acidity leads to the need for detox, which leads to the allopathic diagnoses of illness. By understanding this process, we can begin to address the root cause, which is often energetic.
This is where the Shamanic approach comes in, we look at the body and healing from an energetic and holistic perspective. If we correct and increase the conditions for health, then we increase the likelihood of health. We begin by addressing the patterns and beliefs that cause discord within. We address the disruptive energetic states, and the more these are brought into balance, the less disruption and discord are attracted into your life.
The latest studies in neuroscience is now confirming what Shamans have known for millennia. Our modern understanding of neuroplasticity, which is the brain's ability to organise itself into higher-order neurocircuitry, confirms that we can create psychosomatic health.
Furthermore, research into biology and epigenetics confirms that we modify our genetic expression through what we eat, drink, breathe, think, fear and dream. This brings us back to the Shamanic foundation that we Dream our lives and world into being, as within so without.
Suppose we set the intention and work towards coming up with new dreams and beliefs to carry us in life. In that case, we can save ourselves from replaying and repeating the conditions we inherited through our ancestry or social conditioning. Shamans know that we can modify our genetics through our energy field. That it is possible to access hidden areas that activate the conditions that create health.
Our intent with Alchemy Shamanic Energy Medicine is to help our clients identify core wounding through various methods & ancient Shamanic Technologies we help them process the wounds and the beliefs held because of these wounds.
Understanding that our beliefs affect our neurology, which affects our biology and gene expression, which affects our health and all aspects of our experience. We assist our clients in getting to the start of this domino effect so that they can call back their power and change their lives from inside out.
The core difference is that we retain our clients through how well they are, the more they improve, the more motivated they are to continue doing the work. This is the fundamental difference between "Healing" and "Health Care" - we do not benefit from our clients remaining ill, they will not come back to us if they stay ill, or if their condition worsens. They come back to us because they experience a progression towards wellness in all aspects, often for the first time in their lives. They want to learn how to manifest more of it. The intent is always for a client to reach a point where they don't need us anymore because they have gathered all of the tools they need to manifest wellness independently.
Alchemy Shamanic Energy Medicine is a process of awakening and enhancing personal power and advancement, to create the conditions for a higher expression and fulfilment of purpose. Fundamentally we work with Alchemy, which is the transformation of base elements into gold. We assist our clients in alchemising their base vibrations into a higher expression awakening to the precious medicine they hold within.
Isa Ka Ra - Gisela
Also see https://thefourwinds.com/blog/shamanism/what-is-shamanic-energy-medicine/
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HOW DO WE NAVIGATE OUR WAY TO REAWAKENING THE BEAUTY WAY AND THE POWER THAT JOURNEY HOLDS.
My journey in 2020 was one of a conscious awakening to the power of fear, it began in fact on the eclipse of the 25th Dec 2019, we were traveling and spent the night at a friends beautiful guest house in Philipolis, a small town on the border of the Freestate and the Karoo. (I will post a link to this house at the bottom of this blog if any of you ever want to spend some time there, its a very special place.) Anyway I digress, that night I woke up in full paralysis, my entire body was paralysed, the only thing I could move was my eyes and eyelids. This was not the first time I'd had this experience, but nonetheless, it was terrifying, and then it got worse. My son was asleep to my right and my husband on my left, I could see dark figures like shadows with claws begin to move over them, grabbing at them and pulling what looked like life force out of them. I couldn't move or scream, completely paralysed, now even more so by fear. The more the fear rose in me the more the creatures came they were upon us all three of us. Like a feeding frenzy my fear was driving them, feeding them, that is what they were after. They feed on fear. Bam! that realisation hit me! THEY FEED ON FEAR! All I had to do to make it stop, to relinquish my permission to them to feed, is to stop being in fear. It was one of the hardest things I've ever done but I stopped, I stopped being afraid, I acknowledged how fucking terrifying this entire situation was, but I stopped feeling fear. I began to call back my power and the knowledge that I am a Daughter of Isis, held in the arms of the Goddess, all be it at this moment an entirely paralysed one. And as I allowed that awareness to wash over me, as the clutches of fear drained from my field, the shadow creatures began to slink away, they couldn't touch us anymore, also they didn't want to, because, they feed on fear. No Fear, no food.
At this same moment I was whipped out of my physical body, so fast I could barely comprehend what was happening, I was moving through dimensions at the speed of light, my physical body left behind as my light body experienced in a flash the 4th, 5th, 6th, 7th, 8th, 9th, 10th and then floating in what is, only and completely the realm of singularity, no separation, only light. Here the 11th dimension. A full light code awakening and activation. I cannot put words to this space, to this dimension. It is beyond all description, it is all description, there are not enough words in all the languages of all the ages to adequately describe this realm of light - so I don't. I simply take the lessons and the integration of the light codes as they come. It may have been here nano seconds or lifetimes, time as we know it ceases to exist very quickly as soon as you begin to move out of the 3rd dimension.
Then I was taken back, down into my body with one simple truth - BE VERY AWARE OF FEAR! It is the only thing that can take your power! Your sovereignty awakens when you step out of fear.
And now here we are in 2021, I have done better with fear over the year that passed, and of course little did I know when I had that experience, just how deeply the fear feeding frenzy would be activated in 2020. I am very grateful that I had been given that gift and lesson so that when the fear frenzy began I could navigate it from a deeper place of power and see if for what it was.
The lesson for 2021 is an expansion on the previous, it is the further opening of the light codes I received, now being ready to integrate and language. Fear stems from resistance and resistance takes us out of the Divine, and into the wounded, out of unity and into separation, out of love and into fear.
This last week I have been plagued by the most insane allergy attacks, my whole body inflamed, turned against itself. The histamine response off the charts, the discomfort of your body attacking itself is very difficult to explain. It's overwhelming in a way the renders you incapacitated - paralysed. In the midst of the hell within my own body, the lesson came.
"Drop into the Feminine! All of this suffering will stop as soon as you surrender and step out of resistance"
How? I begged. "Every part of me hurts, my skin burns, my eyes are so inflamed and itchy I can barely open them. Every joint is swollen and sore. I want out! how the fuck am I supposed to surrender to this hell?"
"Soften!" came the answer.
So I did, I became as still as I could in the discomfort and, I softened to it. I went on a journey into my own being and was shown how my resistance distorts my Feminine field. It takes my power and shifts me into a state of fear, perpetuating that which I do not wish to manifest. The allergies my body experience are not a response to my external environment, but instead to my internal environment. In fact all of life is.
The role and power of the Feminine (and I do not mean women, I mean the Divine Feminine that is present and available to all beings, but deeply necessary for fullness of life and expression in women) has been curtailed, subdued and enslaved for millennia, we have largely forgotten what this power looks and feels like because the concept of power has been viewed and expressed through the wounded masculine (again I refer not to men, but to the prevailing energetic state that rules our times) for many millennia. We believe and have been entrained that power is forceful, power pushes, it resists, it holds firm. Power goes to war on anything that stands in its way and comes out victorious, the enemy subdued, enslaved or slain. This however is not power, to overcome someone or something is not power, it is tyranny and it is born out of fear and resistance and results only in more of the same.
The power of the Feminine, of the Beauty Way, is in the ability for the Feminine to be the Cup, the Chalice, The Holy Grail, to take in, to soften to all that is launched at it because the Feminine transmutes all into beauty and love, when it is awakened and conscious.
The power of the womb, the power of creation lies within the feminine, that soft dark cave within that transmutes and transforms whatever it is given into new life. The source of all creation. The power held in this softening is immense, because it understands that nothing can be launched at it that cannot be absorbed, transmuted and returned to the world as love. When we are in this power no-one and no-thing can do us harm because through this transformative gentleness we can take it into our field and rebirth all into beauty. It is the power of Feminine Alchemy, but it can only be achieved through non-resistance and softening. When the feminine is in a state of resistance she becomes impenetrable and when the feminine cannot be penetrated she looses her powers of transmutation. We must take into our field, into our bodies that which we wish to transform and when we do, we can soften hatred and fear into Love. We must come back to the knowledge and power of soft watering our way through the mountain.
Resistance makes us brittle and brittle things are easy to break, we are facing times where if we are resistant we will be broken, because it renders us unable to adapt with gentleness to our environment. Resistance keeps our focus and attention on what we fear, which then of course will manifest exactly what we fear. Our perception is our projection. So come into the power of softness, the adaptability and the alchemy of the Feminine, step gently, bare-footed, heart open onto the path of the Beauty Way and seek your power from this source. It is there and it is immense, the ever unfolding lotus, all you need to do is Soften.
The knowledge of the Beauty Way is innate to each of us, we simply need a little help to remember this. If you would like to release some of your own blocks and entrained resistance and step back into the arms of the Goddess and the Beauty Way, book a session and we can begin to work on opening your field to remembering the power of softening and Feminine Alchemy.
The house in Philipolis https://www.thedustyvine.co.za/
As a modern society, we have forgotten the value of gathering in ceremony, in a manner where all participants are viewed as equal and valuable contributors to the whole. In a manner that allows us the freedom to feel, learn, experience, express and grow. We’ve forgotten what it truly means to be held in a space in which we are safe to explore both the internal and external realms.
My work and what I know to be my calling in life is largely based on getting back to the importance of ceremony. The importance of Rites of initiation and of gathering in ceremony to accomplish both personal and collective healing. This practice was something the ancients knew and understood, but in our modern lives we are left with only the fragmented remnants of this understanding and generally use ceremony more as an opportunity to party rather than one to be initiated and grow spiritually or heal as an individual or community.
I am happy to share that we are going to bring back Full Moon Ceremonies for exactly that reason, each month at the full moon Doug and I will host a Fire & Cacao Ceremony to honour Pachamama, our ancestors and ourselves and to call back our power and divine sovereignty.
So it is with great joy that The Alchemy Movement invites you to join us for a Full Moon Fire & Cacao Ceremony, come to release that which no longer serves you. To release that which you don't wish to carry with you. Gift it into the fire and with the help of Mama Cacao be called back into your heart so that you can anchor your life and your dreams in this powerful place of wisdom and manifestation for the greatest good of all.
All are welcome but spaces are currently limited to 6 people so book your spot by clicking on the button below.
Date: 2nd September 2020
Time: 6pm - 8pm
Place: The Alchemy Movement - 6 Mulbarton Str Robindale JHB
Contribution: R440 PP
On the eve of the 22nd July 2020 I awoke to find Mary Magdalene present once again, she had come to me before but not quite in this way. This time she was fully present, I could feel her being, her love and Compassion moving through me in waves. The more I recognised her; the more my mind, my ego began to intersperse these waves of pure unconditional love and Compassion with waves of nauseating anger. She would send me a wave of light language and DNA reconstituting love, Compassion and Divine knowledge and at receiving this wave light transmission, my ego and left-brain would revolt with fury. Not at her, but at the centuries that we have been denied the truth of the Magdalene. Rage at the lies and corruption of her name and her lineage.
The anger would rise in me, and then again, she would send another wave of love, of Compassion, of unconditional radical forgiveness. This carried on in varying degrees for the next week. From 22nd July to the 26th, I felt like I was being drowned and resurrected, again and again, bathed in Compassion and then anger, wave after wave. Until eventually on the eve of the 26th I surrendered, I simply let go. I could no longer justify my anger, my hatred and resentment at a system that had stolen from me a love so deep and unconditional. Mary Magdalene would no longer allow me to carry this rage at a religious system that had bastardised and blatantly lied about her identity. A system that had attempted to erase the role she played not only as a woman of incredible spiritual knowledge and guidance but also of the love and life she shared with Jesus. This system attempted, in vain, to erase her knowledge and teachings. In doing so, robbed generations of women and men of a Divine love, and an understanding of this love, as well as of our own inherent Sacred Sovereign Divinity. I so wanted to hold onto this rage, to hold onto the suffering of the injustice of it all, but she wouldn't let me.
The point is not, however, to rant on about the wrong that was done nor the lies that denied us access and experience of our own Divine Sovereignty. Although I could fill a book on that topic.
No, that was not the message Mary Magdalene came to give, she came to speak of Compassion. She came to speak of The Beauty Way and of how now, right now, during this powerful Lion's Gate of 2020 was when this old way would once again make itself known to those who are ready to walk the way of the Rose.
At first, I did not fully understand what Mary Magdalene meant when she repeated the word Compassion to me over and over again. I had understood compassion to be something akin to empathy, something that you offer externally to someone who is suffering. I had understood and interpreted the meaning of compassion to be an action, something given outward, like kindness. This interpretation was what had brought such fury and anger up in me in the first place as I genuinely do struggle to find compassion for those who defiled and attempted to erase the message and memory of Mary Magdalene from our collective consciousness. So it took a while of her having to subtly but repeatedly rewrite my wounded programming for me to begin to understand what she was trying to show me. What she had come to teach me.
She came to give me an understanding of Compassion (and I am capitalising it for a reason) as a Divine act of self-love. To teach me the tool of inward Sovereign Compassion, the system of the Beauty Way Compassion. This Sovereign Compassion is not an act of kindness or empathy that is shown to something or someone outside yourself. Instead, it's a deeply internal and meditative state in which we turn the eyes and I's of the mind inward and draw our entire being into the heart. This Compassion is a sacred act of self-love, of understanding our worth and Divine Sovereignty. It is a state that requires reverence to our own being as well as a willingness to not only acknowledge our shadow but to embrace it fully in radical forgiveness and unconditional love.
The resistance that rose within me as I began to comprehend what Mary Magdalene was asking of me was physically painful. Every part of my ego revolted at this concept, of a love so deep. At this message of a Compassion so all-encompassing that all my darkness, my unworthiness, shortcomings and crimes, both big and small, could be enveloped and dissolved in this act of Divine Compassion to self, that I could raise my vibrational frequency and clear both my own and ancestral detritus from my being through this practice. My ego wouldn't have it, and this battle of my ego holding onto its deep-rooted narratives of anger and suffering, and Mary Magdalene silencing me with her Compassion and Love carried on.
She is winning this battle though, as we move today into the full power of the Lions Gate portal. My ability to interpret and understand her message more clearly heightened by the clarity and 3rd-Eye opening sight granted to me at this time, she is winning, and I am beginning to understand the message of the Magdalene.
I am going to try my best to put into words here; I hope that those who read it feel it rather than judging it purely on my ability to interpret:
A Message from Mary Magdalene during Lions Gate 2020
There is only one way out of suffering, and that is the Beauty Way, it is the way of Divine Sovereign Compassion, it is the path to and through the heart. To access this path is treacherous as it requires us to turn inward wholly and to be willing to look at the entirety of our being and internal landscape through the eyes of the Divine, through the eyes of unconditional love and radical acceptance. It requires for the ego and character to be lovingly tamed and subdued. It requires that the shadow be acknowledged, recognised and thanked for the purposes it serves. It requires a radical internal honesty, that is neither pleasant nor easy to access. I have only experienced glimpses of this state as I write this and it is at times nauseating in its intensity and at others downright impossible to sit in because of the sheer discomfort it stirs up within. But in the moments I have been brave enough to take Mary Magdalene's hand and allow her to lead me deep into the cave of my own heart. In the silence there, I am beginning to find this Compassion. It is a forgiveness so deep that no wrong done upon your being or by you is excluded from its reach. By allowing this Compassion to begin to permeate and penetrate your being, you are elevated, you are raised as the four angels raised Mary Magdalene seven times a day. You are lifted out of the enslavement and sorrow of your egoic humanity and placed gently back into the joy of your Divine Sovereignty. Mary Magdalene offers us a path back to our Sovereignty, a journey back to our Divinity and I for one, am going to walk it with her. I am ready to walk The Beauty Way.
I hope that more clarity will come on this message as I sit deeper with Mary Magdalene and allow her to lead me on this path, as the clarity comes I will share it and hopefully it will open The Beauty Way to you too.
Image in the heading taken from a painting by Peter van Straten
Well hello June and hello winter! In the last week winter has revealed herself in all her icy glory. Here in Johannesburg it is freezing and dry and honestly for me the worst time of the year. I know one shouldn’t loath a season for all are necessary and we need to rest of winter so that spring can come again, but personally there really is nothing quite as awful as the dry dead and dreary highveld winter. Give me rain and snow and wet cold any day over this bone chilling, dehydrating yuck. Okay rant over, you get it, I don’t dig winter.
The other thing I don’t dig is the current obsession with sickness. Man o’ man does that get me going. So for June my focus is on cultivating a mindset and frequency focused on wellness!
We need to shift the narrative around our own well-being for ourselves and take back our power. The more empowered and healthy you are the less likely you are to be easily influenced and manipulated. The more you believe that your health and wellness is something external to yourself and that it can be gained through a pharmaceutical compound or a visit to a doctor the more you relinquish your sovereignty and your authority over self, the more our focus is drawn onto and into states of sickness, lack and threat and away from wellness, health, empowerment and abundance.
It’s time to reclaim your wellness and your right to be well, to know that you are safe, to feel free to breathe and to move and to raise your vibration, raise your frequency to match a state of wellness manifesting in your body and your life. Dr. Joe Dispenza put it perfectly when he said “According to the quantum model of reality, we could say that all disease is a lowering of frequency - When your nervous system is under the control of fight-or-flight mode, the chemicals of survival cause you to be more matter and less energy. You become a materialist because you’re defining your reality with your senses; you overuse the vital energy surrounding the cell by mobilising it for an emergency, and all of your attention goes towards the outer world of the environment, the body and time. If you keep the stress response turned on for and extended period of time, the long term effects keep slowing down the frequency of the body such that it becomes more and more particle and less and less wave. That means that there is less consciousness, energy and information available for atoms, molecules and chemicals to share. All of the individual subatomic fans making up your body then start spinning not only slower, but also out of rhythm with one another. This creates incoherence among the body’s atoms and molecules, which causes a weakened signal of communication such that the body begins to break down”
Once we understand this fact we can begin to invest our time and energy into practices, beliefs and actions that serve to raise our frequency and clarity of communication to the nervous system in that way empowers us and our loved ones to turn the tides of sickness, control and lack into one of compassion, wellness and abundance. So I am going to discuss here a couple of simple accessible techniques and practices you can employ to pull your nervous system out of survival fight-or-flight mode and back into a place of balance and frequential coherence.
If you are unfamiliar with Dr. Joe Dispenza's work I strongly suggest you check him out drjoedispenza.com/
7 access points to bring you back into your power and well-being:
Breathe - This is at the top of my list as it is something that in the current climate and regulatory environment is severely under threat. We are being regulated to wear masks that deprive us of oxygen and increase our intake of Co2. This has severe and long term effects of on the body and brain function and a powerful effect of your energetic and nervous system. I am not by any means telling you to break the law and not wear a mask. I am however telling you to understand and educate yourself on the effects that this is having on your physical, emotional and frequential health. I’m sure you have noticed that fairly quickly you will begin to feel like you can’t breathe, anxiety and the ability to make decisions and deal with things, even simple tasks like navigating the aisles in a supermarket are suddenly much more challenging than they should be and then there is the headache that will inevitable accompany this adventure into mild oxygen deprivation and the slow trickle of Co2 into your body. Added to the physical effects is the subconscious messaging that is received by your brain when you look around you and see people with their faces covered in masks, yes your logical brain understands that it is mandatory etc etc, but your subconscious sees this and interprets it as a threat and that is the message your nervous system absorbs and responds to. There are no positive connotations in our societal narrative to a masked face, it means a threat no matter how you slice it, it means illness, attacker, criminal, danger or silenced, muffled, suppressed and oppressed - there is simply no positive or non-threatening narrative connected with the obscuring of a persons face. This is our reality at this moment and not acknowledging what it is doing to our minds and body’s would be simply irresponsible. So let’s empower ourselves where and how we can. Take back your breath. Make sure you are spending as much time as possible each day consciously breathing. Go outside as often as possible and breathe. If you work in an environment where you are required to be masked all day make sure you are taking hourly breaks to go somewhere safe and breathe deeply. A good breath practice for this is a heart coherence breath technique - simply place your had on your heart spaced and breathe in for 5-6 seconds and then out for 5-6 seconds making sure that your breath is smooth and deep on the inhalation and exhalation. Basically we want to remember that our breath is our sovereign right and to reclaim and reconnect with that right and to mitigate the effects of being denied the right to free and open breath and connection.
You can check out some more about Heart coherence at the Heart+Math institute website https://www.heartmath.org/articles-of-the-heart/the-math-of-heartmath/heart-focused-breathing/
Meditation - This is fundamental, it is a basic necessity to your health and well-being. Trust me you need this more than any other practice. If you have not yet cultivated a daily meditation practice there are innumerable resources available at this time to do so and I am happy to assist and guide you to some of these or to directly guide you into a daily meditation practice, so feel free to get in touch with me about this. The benefits of daily meditation are very well documented and innumerable studies have shown that these span across all aspects of our well-being from the purely physical, to the emotional, to the mental and all the way through to the spiritual, you simply cannot live a holistically high functioning life without cultivating a meditation practice.
There's an old Zen saying that is deeply rooted in truth - “You must meditate for 20 minutes a day, unless you're too busy, then you should sit for an hour”
We are fooled by the continuous over activation of our sympathetic nervous system (figh-flight-freeze) to believe that we don’t have enough time in a day to invest in practices like meditation, this is a stress loop illusion and the way to break that illusion and to physically shift your experience of time is to stop and meditate, even if you begin with only 5 minutes a day, you will never regret it and the benefits are so clear and identifiable that once you begin it will only become easier and easier to do.
Mindful Movement - Make sure you are engaging in some kind of mindful movement daily, whether that is a yoga practice, Qi gong, Tai Chi, Pilates or simply going for a long slow walk in nature - preferably barefoot. Make it something that requires conscious deep breathing and connection with intention to your body. Again if you need some assistance in this I can offer both yoga and Pilates, as well as recommend some incredible Qi Gong teachers if that interests you.
Grounding - This is my go to immune booster! I make sure that I spend time bare foot outside connecting with Pacha Mama's healing magic every singe day even if it is just a few minutes. Committing to this practice consciously and daily has had an incredible effect on my overall health and immune system. Extensive research has shown that connecting to the Earth’s natural energy, by walking barefoot can diminish chronic pain, fatigue and other ailments as well as boost immune system and help to reset the nervous system. This connection is referred to as Earthing or Grounding. Briefly put, when our bare feet or skin comes in contact with the earth, free electrons are absorbed by the body. These electrons could be referred to as nature’s antioxidants and help neutralise the damaging effects of excess free radicals that lead to inflammation and disease in the body. The Earth and all living beings are conductors of free electrons. As our bodies are composed mostly of water and minerals which in combination making us are excellent conductors of electrons from the Earth, providing there is direct skin contact or some other conductive channel for the electrons to flow through. This Earth energy upgrades our physiology by allowing our body’s to cope and repair thereby promoting well-being, increasing immune system function and reducing our stress response. Grounding also assists in harmonising and stabilising the body’s basic biological rhythms, reduces and can even eliminate chronic inflammation. It is simply the most natural and powerful anti-inflammatory, anti-aging and immune boosting remedy available, and it’s free! There really is no downside to this practice, so make sure you spend some time each day bare foot to even bare bellied on the ground and let Pacha Mama take care of you health as she is meant to. Here you can find the medically published results of a research study done on the effects of Grounding https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/21469913/
Rest & Restoration - The importance of this cannot be overstated. When we are overworked, over stressed and quite simply over everything our immune and nervous systems cannot cope. We move into stress loops and the immune system becomes slowly more and more depleted until you get sick. You know this loop we’ve all been there. So how do we mitigate this? It’s simple, through conscious rest. This can be achieved through meditation or restorative yoga practices (contact me about our Alchemy Rest & Restore sessions) or by simply allocating time in your day to step back, take some deep breaths and focus on yourself and your own needs. Take a long candle lit bath in Epsom salts with some essential oils like lavender or Ascention Little Oil of Calm, drink some chamomile tea in the garden, practice yoni steaming, take a nap. What ever works for you, find some stillness and space to listen to your body and your heart and then do what it is asking you for. Remember that you cannot pour from an empty cup, you need to make time and space for yourself to refill your cup.
Nutrition - You are what you eat! Or to put it more truthfully “You are what you consume”. Become aware of what you choose to put into your body and energy system and why. The importance of becoming aware of what you choose to consume visually, environmentally and spiritually cannot be overstated. Become aware of how what you watch on TV or Netflix affects your state of being. Become aware of the social media you consume and how it makes you feel. Become aware of the mass media news you read, watch or listen to and how that effects your well-being. Become aware of the people you surround and associate yourself with and how they affect and influence you. This lesson of consumption is one I learnt years ago; but I still keep learning again and again on deeper and deeper levels, as I understand my well-being and the requirements of my energetic state to function at its most optimal levels. To be honest I am fanatical about what I watch, read or listen to, I haven’t watched the news or listened to any mass media radio station in years. I don’t watch TV unless it is something I know adds value to my state of being and is nourishing for me, I check in with my nervous system whenever we begin to watch a new show or series and if it doesn’t resonate with my highest expression and make me feel good then I don’t consume it. Believe me you really don’t need to engage in any mass media consumption at all, if there is something important you need to know, it will come to you organically, if it doesn’t you didn’t need to know it. It’s simple. So cultivate a respect for your emotional, physical and energetic well-being and begin to create awareness of what you are consuming, why you are consuming it and how it makes you feel. Check in with the things you feel resistance to releasing, for example you notice how every time you immerse yourself in your Facebook feed or listen to the news on the radio or TV you feel like shit. Those friends you keep hanging out with even though you find yourself feeling depleted and perhaps even getting ill after you spend time with them but you keep going back. You know it makes you feel like crap but yet you continue to find all kinds of reasons and justifications for why you have to do it so you just keep looping that feeling. Why are you resistant to releasing things that don’t serve you? Why are you resistant to releasing things that are not nourishing to you? Check out what you consume and begin to make choices that are nourishing!
Joy - Cultivate joy! Grow your gratitude! Believe in your bliss! I could give you a few more quippy phrases, but I think you get the idea. Make sure you seek out some joy in your day, make sure you laugh as often as possible, make sure you dive into deep states of gratitude. A Daily gratitude practice can assist us vastly in accessing joy and raising our frequency, a simple practice I like to do is at the end of each day sit and either write down or simple meditate on 5 things you are grateful for. It brings us back into the present and makes us aware that no matter what is happening outside ourselves there is always something to be grateful for and by cultivating that in the present moment we can attract more of the same. This raises our frequency and vibration and invites joy into our being.
That, there is my 7 simple access points to reclaiming your power and getting control and clarity over you well-being! If you have any questions or would simply like to share some of your own practices or experiences with me click the button below and let’s connect.
Isa Ka Ra - Gisela
The history of Yoni (this is a sanskrit word meaning source, womb or vagina) Steaming is complex and obscure, as the tradition, process and recipes are mostly passed down orally the western researchers on the topic are dismissive about its origins and validity, as unfortunately so often happens with traditional or ancient healing practices. I am continually saddened by how little validation we give to these types of medicine practices that are passed from medicine woman to medicine woman over centuries of accumulated knowledge, but we are happy to believe and put our lives in the hands of profiteering pharmaceutical companies and their products. Anyway that’s a rant for another day… Today we talk yoni steam.
This practice goes back many millennia and has been used by ancients cultures spanning the globe, also known as Bajos in South America, Chai yok in Korea and Peri-Steam Hydrotherapy in the west.
The practice of yoni steaming is revered by midwives, herbalists, healers, shamans and medicine women from all walks of life to connect with our bodies, and Pachamama (Mother Earth) and invite balance into our energetic field and lives.
The process is fairly simple, by using warm water and healing herbs and flowers a gentle steam for the vaginal area is created. By heating the herbs contained in the steam their medicinal properties are released and can be absorbed by the yoni. You then simply sit over the steam and allow the natural healing oils of the herbs to be absorbed, it’s basically a steam room for your vagina.
Before I continue please note that a yoni steam is NOT the same as douching. The purpose of this practice is NOT to clean your vagina, by design your vagina cleans itself and isn’t dirty. It is also NOT to tighten it up or to increase sexual pleasure for a man (insert eye roll here) Nor do you sit over a boiling pot of water and cook your lady parts (insert second eye roll here) This practice is for self-care, connecting to your body and your feminine energy and stepping into an energetic state for healing.
Right so if this concept is totally new to you, here is a quick explanation of what, why and how to yoni steam.
What: Yoni steams are made up of selected herbs and flowers that are beneficial for the body. The mixture is placed in water and heated up until it steams, it is really important to make sure that the water is not too hot so that the steam is gentle and mild and does not scold or is simply too hot making it uncomfortable and obviously dangerous if the steam is scolding hot. Also you want to make sure that the water isn’t boiling as this can damage the healing properties of the herbs never-mind the unpleasant effects it could have on your vagina… Ouch. Think of making a nice cup of herbal tea for your yoni. That is what your aiming for, steaming but not boiling.
Why: This is my personal why, I am sharing my personal why because I am not a medical practitioner and have no need to make claims as to the medical benefits so I will share with you my personal experience and the benefits I have actually experienced first hand from this practice.
After I had my son, I began to suffer from vaginal dryness, this got worse after I had cervical cancer and lost my cervix and uterus in 2018. The discomfort from this was often really awful and nothing I tried helped until I started playing around with steaming.
I tried a few different steams from other people which worked well, but as I work with herbs myself I was guided to create my own - this was how the Ascention Steams were born. These steams changed my yoni and made her happy again. The dryness and discomfort is now a thing of the past and I am truly grateful to this practice for that.
Although personally I do this practice more for the energetic and spiritual healing it provides. I use it to clear my energy field and reconnect me deeply to Pacha Mama my feminine energy and guides. It is a powerful meditative experience and an incredible practice to shift old heavy hucha energy from the body and especially form the root and sacral centres with the Flowstate steam and to connect the Hara (sacral centre) to the Heart with the Hara to Heart steam, opening up our feminine creativity and intuition and connecting in to the knowledge, trust and guidance of the heart centre.
As well as clearing the energetic field and opening the channels of the Earth star and Soul star centres.
But besides all that, it is simply a really pleasant and nurturing time to spend with yourself and your yoni, a simple act of self care and love, so why the hell not.
How: I’m going to explain to you how to do a home steam as that is my practice and I am sharing from personal experience here. You start by purchasing your Yoni steam herbs such as the Ascention Yoni steams, or any that resonate with you.
You then place the herbs into water and heat it up until it steams but doesn’t boil. Use a smallish pot that you can place in either the bowl of your loo or in a bidet
or if you prefer you can squat over the pot. You can purchase a yoni steaming stool but I haven’t done so and haven’t tried one so can’t speak to that.
Basically you want to be as comfortable as possible. I place the pot into the bidet or loo and then make a little pillow around it with towels to make it nice and comfy to sit on making sure my butt isn’t gonna touch the pot…. because…ouch.
Then you simply sit over the steam carefully at first making sure it is not too hot, I made it too hot the first time I tried and it was not the magical healing experience I had hoped for. Believe me you will know very quickly if it's too hot.
You then either wrap a blanket around your body or simply wear a big robe so that you can keep the steam in and stay seated there for as long as feels good to you. I generally sit in meditation with the steam for anywhere from 20 to 60 minutes.
This is a sacred practice so honour yourself and the process by making the space conducive, light some candles clearing smoke, incense or palo santo before you begin and make sure you won’t be disturbed. Personally I like to run a bath before hand and move straight from my steam into the bath, I also strain the water from my steam into my bath creating a beautiful medicinal ritual bath, I find it is wonderful for my spiritual wellbeing adding a little extra healing to the whole experience.
So that’s my experience with this beautiful healing practice, there is a lot of contradicting information on the interwebs regarding yoni steaming, as there is with any so called "alternative" healing practices not owned and endorsed by big pharma, so I suggest you try it for yourself and make up your own mind.
I want to thank my dear friend and fellow medicine woman Ashleigh Tennier (you can check out her work here https://ashleighjayne.co.za/) for pushing me to create these beautiful steams and for being my ever willing guinea pig.
If you would like some more information or would like to either book a session with me to create a personalised steam for your needs or purchase one of the Ascention Steams please click the button below and lets chat.
Isa Ka Ra
Yes you are stressed! And you probably don't feel like there is anything you can do about it. The situation we find ourselves in globally is unprecedented to say the least and no-one....and I mean no-one knows what the *$#%^# is going on. Whether you are feeling pretty chill and are blessed enough to be financially secure and physically well or whether you're feeling utterly overwhelmed and terrified, I promise you that merely the current unnatural state we find ourselves in is sky rocketing your body's stress response and driving you into sympathetic-nervous system over load and stress loop. As human beings we are not designed to live in isolation (introvert or not) we need to interact with other people, in person. We need to see their faces and feel their energy. This is how we make sense of the world around us. So when we are in a state of isolation, and when we are constantly being fed a fear driven narrative; and this is unfortunately happening whether you follow the media hullabaloo or not. Its happening because that is the subconscious message that is being received by your nervous system when you pop to the shop and everyone around you is masked up and gloved with big fearful eyeballs staring out from under said masks while the squirt noxious chemical sanitizers at you. When you only see others faces on a screen. When all conversations are about fear and uncertainty. When you are bombarded with words and phrases like isolate, stay safe, protect yourself, protect your family, pandemic, quarantine etc, etc, etc. All of this creates a subconscious narrative of fear, lack, isolation, danger and uncertainty....basically a breading ground for a full on sympathetic nervous system party! (if you don't know what your sympathetic nervous system is, please read my previous blog post alchemise-your-nervous-system-to-reduce-stress-and-increase-immune-health.html)
So what does that mean for your health and your sanity.... well you've probably noticed that you're getting tired pretty quickly, or that you just don't feel like yourself or even beginning to feel ill or like you can't cope with even the slightest bit of stress, things that usually would have been no issue are suddenly overwhelming. This is all due to a sudden increase in your Allostatic Load - scary vague term but actually quite easy to unpack. Have a look at this nifty picture, its gonna show you kinda what happens in your body when your sympathetic nervous system gets triggered.
Okay so your brain takes in all of this information, everything you see, hear, feel etc. it then tells your body what it thinks is going on and releases chemicals and hormones (the panic juice) into your body as instructions for certain things to happen. Basically the hypothalamus sends a messages down your nervous system to your lungs to make your breath short, quick and shallow, your heart rate increases, your liver turns glycogen to glucose, your adrenal glands pump you full of adrenaline, your blood pressure goes up, and your digestive system slows down, you release Catecholamines (panic juice basically) your psoas, pectoral and shoulder girdle muscles tighten up ready for action and blood is driven from the organs and intestines to the extremities. Whamo sympathetic nervous system is a go!
The conversation looks a bit like this - Brain "Danger! Danger! I'm switching on your fight or flight mode and releasing the catecholamines" (big word for stress neurotransmitters & hormones aka Panic Juice - Epinephrine, Dopamine, Cortisol, Norephidrine)
Body "Okay! Cool I'm ready, let's go, lemme run, hide, fight, lemme at'em!"
The problem with this dialogue is that it doesn't work in our modern world where the threats are 99% invisible stress caused by the litany and constant bombardment of our environment. This system was designed to keep you safe from predators that wanted to eat you. Now the only thing that's eating you is your internal dialogue trying to make sense of this chaos.
So your Allostatic Load can be thought of as how much crap are you currently packing into your stress bag how much panic juice are you downing. How heavy is your load and what is that load you're carrying 24/7 doing to your physical, emotional and I believe most importantly spiritual health and well-being. The end result of this Allostatic Load getting outta control is that you get sick. Yup its that simple, our bodies simply weren't built for this. I don't care how hardcore you think you are or how badass you think it makes you to be under obscene amounts of stress, you can only do it for so long before this sh1t is gonna hit the fan and your body will collapse into illness. The list of stress induced illness is so freaking long I can write a Russian novel about it. It is by far the biggest threat we face as a society because being under the influence of the sympathetic nervous system and and allostatic overload makes us make crappy decisions, it lowers our ability to think clearly and to reason, it makes us fearful and easily manipulated. You are not yourself in these states and you cannot function from a place of truth and support when you are in this loop.
So break the loop! Step away from the panic juice! its easier than you think!....
if you want to know how please read my previous blog post alchemise-your-nervous-system-to-reduce-stress-and-increase-immune-health.html
Here I give some really simple and accessible techniques to switch off your sympathetic nervous system and switch on your para-sympathetic nervous system so your body and your soul can have a break and you can come back into your power.
If you need more help or info, please contact me, or book a session with me and remember you are in control of your body, your emotions and your health! you might simply need some tools to take your power back!
Isa Ka Ra - Gisela
What is your nervous system and how does it affect your daily well-being and overall health?
The human body is essentially made up of two nervous systems. The Sympathetic Nervous System commonly known as the Fight or Flight system and the Parasympathetic Nervous system commonly known as the rest & digest system, although I like to refer to this as the Calm & Clear system as it is when the parasympathetic nervous system is dominant that we are able to respond to life with calm and clarity as opposed to reactive stress driven responses.
Gaining an understanding of my nervous system and how it affected my health and overall well-being was one of the most life changing experiences I have had. Once you gain an understanding of these systems you can begin to take your health back into your own hands and understand how to heal and balance not only your mental health but your physical health as well.
This will not be an in-depth and technical exploration of anatomy and the nervous system rather an accessible explanation of how these two systems affect your life and what you can do to have control and power over which system rules.
Fundamentally our bodies and brain are still quite primitive in the way they respond to stress, when stress is triggered in the brain, it activates the release of a cocktail of hormones and chemicals in to your body, these consist of stress hormones - dopamine, epinephrine (also known as adrenaline), norepinephrine (noradrenaline), and especially cortisol. This stress hormone cocktail triggers the body to activate the Sympathetic Nervous System, which tells your body that you are in danger and you probably need to run away or fight your way out of this situation; because in our primitive incarnation this would have been the case, you would have been confronted by a predator trying to eat you. So your body prepares you for this by taking blood from the organs and digestive system and diverting it to your extremities so you can run and fight. By speeding up your breath so that you are taking shorter more shallow breaths and as such raising your heart rate. The psoas (hip flexor) muscles as well as the pectoral and trapezius muscles around the neck and chest tighten in preparation for action. These are only some of the effects of the Sympathetic Nervous System being triggered the list goes on and is quite complex but to serve for this post, I will leave it at this. Basically your body does what it believes is necessary for you to survive and it does this with the intention that you will take quick action and either escape to safety or be dead so the intention is never for the body to stay in this state for any extended period of time. But due to the nature of our modern stressors this process no longer looks quite the same. What happens in our modern environment is that the stress is pervasive and mostly mental. It is based in worries, concerns and fears for our financial survival and seldom based on an actual immediate physical threat. So the body doesn’t do what it was designed to, it experiences the rush of stress after the email, or the call from the boss, or the unreasonable dead line, or unexpected bill and instead of using the stress hormone cocktail and running or fighting our way to safety we sit, we stay still in front of our laptop, in the car, in the meeting. Our brain then believes that we have frozen out of fear and to try and save us it sends more of the stress cocktail into our system, and so what is known as the stress loop or Sympathetic Overload or Overdrive takes hold. This state over time results in a litany of physical, mental and emotional maladies, you only have to type “stress related illness” into google to be shocked at what a scourge this is on our human experience, stress is by far the biggest threat and killer we have ever confronted.
BUT there is a simple solution and it's in your hands to access it.
Here comes the hero in this story, your Parasympathetic Nervous System! When the Parasympathetic Nervous System is in control the body returns to normal healthy function, it moves out of survival mode and into thrive mode. Blood circulation normalises, breath deepens and slows, the digestive system re-ignites, the heart rate stabilises and the hormones and chemicals that make us feel happy, calm, creative, clear minded and at peace flood the system. The immune system self regulates by lowering acidity creating a stronger immunity and a more alkaline environment (it is important here to also understand that stress leads to high acidity in the body and all viruses and disease including cancers can only survive or take hold in an acidic environment, an alkaline body cannot sustain disease) This makes us physically healthier and more resilient as well as lowering anxiety and lifting depression.
A simple way of accessing the Parasympathetic Nervous System is by understanding and stimulating the Vagus Nerve.
What is the vagus nerve?
The vagal nerve originates in the brain as cranial nerve 10 and is the longest nerve in the body, it travels down the neck and throat and passes around the heart, lungs, digestive system, liver, spleen and pancreas. This nerve is the major player in your Parasympathetic Nervous System, which as discussed above is our ‘rest and digest / Calm & Clear system. The name Vagus nerve comes from the Latin for “wondering” as this nerve innervates so much of our body it was aptly named the wandering nerve or vagus nerve.
Ok, so how do you alchamise the nervous system and increase health?
We focus firstly on Vagal Tone. The tone of the vagus nerve is key to activating the parasympathetic nervous system. We measure vagal tone by tracking your heart-rate alongside your breathing rate. Your heart-rate speeds up a little when breathing in, and slows down a little when breathing out. The bigger the difference between your inhalation rate and your exhalation rate, the higher your vagal tone. Higher vagal tone means that your body can relax faster after stress. Meaning that you are more likely to quickly and more easily switch back into the Parasympathetic Nervous System after stress.
What does that mean for your health?
High vagal tone improves the function of many body systems, causing better blood sugar regulation, reduced risk of stroke and cardiovascular disease, lower blood pressure, improved digestion via better production of basic stomach and digestive enzymes, as well as reducing stress induced migraines and headaches. Higher vagal tone is also associated with better mood, less anxiety and higher stress resilience. One of the most interesting roles of the vagus nerve is that it essentially interprets and decodes the gut microbiome and initiates a response to modulate inflammation based on whether or not it detects pathogenic versus non-pathogenic organisms. We understand through much research into the connection of the gut in mental and physical wellbeing that the gut microbiome has a direct affect on your mood, stress regulation and overall inflammation, so we want the ability for the vagus nerve to read and interpret these signals from the gut to be high.
What happens to your body if your vagal tone is low?
Low vagal tone is directly associated with cardiovascular conditions and strokes as well as depression, diabetes, chronic fatigue syndrome, cognitive impairment, and much higher rates of inflammatory conditions. Inflammatory conditions include all autoimmune diseases such as rheumatoid arthritis, inflammatory bowel disease, endometriosis, autoimmune thyroid conditions, lupus this list goes on and on.
So what do you do now?
This is the good news part! You have total control over and access to increasing your vagal tone and activating your Parasympathetic Nervous System on your own, but it requires commitment and regular practice. To some degree, we are all genetically predisposed to varying levels of vagal tone, but this doesn’t mean that you can’t change it.
Here are some ways that you can tone the vagus nerve and switch on your Parasympathetic Nervous System:
Breath: By using a simple 2 to 1 breathing technique you can easily stimulate the vagus nerve and the Parasympathetic Nervous System. Simply place your hands on your belly and your heart, then breathe deeply into the belly allowing the diaphragm and lungs to expand for 4 counts and then very slowly breathe out for 8 counts. If you are very stressed already and find it difficult to do a whole 4 counts in and 8 out then starts smaller with 3/6 or 2/4 counts and work your way up.
Movement: Practicing conscious breath and movement based exercise such as yoga and Pilates can hugely assist in increasing vagal tone as well as activating the Parasympathetic Nervous System.
Chanting, Humming or Singing: Since the vagus nerve is connected to the vocal cords, humming mechanically stimulates it. Chanting OM is a really simple practice that works brilliantly or even just humming a tune you like or if you’re a better singer than me then sing!
Meditation: Personally I believe that meditation is the answer to all life’s questions but a 2010 study by Barbara Fredrickson and Bethany Kik found that loving kindness meditations such as Tonglen increasing positive emotions leading to increased social closeness (even while social distancing ;-) and an improvement in vagal tone.
Probiotics: Balancing the gut microbiome - the presence of healthy bacteria in the gut creates a positive feedback loop through the vagus nerve, increasing its tone. By simply taking a daily probiotic the effects and implications for your overall health, and in particular on inflammation are far-reaching. If you suffer from any inflammatory condition, digestive upset, high blood pressure or depression, I highly recommend you investigate your vagal tone.
Stress / Trauma release positions: We’ve known for years that breathing exercises and meditation greatly improve our health, but it is so incredible to learn and understand the mechanism by which they work. To add to these practices we can create a physical feed back loop from the body to the brain to tell the brain that we are not in danger. This can be done by using a simple position such as Supta baddah konasana or bound angle pose. To get into this pose lie with your feet together and your knees splayed apart in a diamond shape, place pillows or supports under your knees so that you are not straining to maintain the position, then let your arms drop open slightly above you with your palms up and hands open, support your head and neck with a pillow. Basically make sure that you are as comfortable as possible in this position and allow the whole front of your body to be open and fully exposed.
Cold Water: By simply splashing your face with cold water or using a jolt of cold water at the end of your shower you can stimulate your vagus nerve. The mechanism here is not fully known, but cold water has been shown to stimulate the vagus nerve. Check out the Wim Hoff method if you are intrested in a deeper understanding of the study of the effects of cold on the nervous system and your health https://www.wimhofmethod.com/
I hope that by reading this post you feel a little more empowered and feel like you have the keys to begin alchemising, accessing and understanding your physical and mental well-being a little bit better. If you have any questions or need some further assistance or info on any of the subjects discussed here please get in touch with me by using one of the contact sheets on the website.
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Isa Ka Ra - Gisela is a mother, wife, oracle, teacher, medicine woman & creatrix of The Alchemy Movement - on a journey to discover how to best channel her goddess energy and be of service in the most powerful way.